Nothing has curb unless we control ...

FACTS EVER KNOWN...

Whenever I think of approaching something to someone or approve doing something, it really makes me prove my confidential to compete with those under controlled approvals.  It's hard to get adjusted to those unseen truths. Still then to move over to reach the contrary part it’s great to follow such hardships too. - Covetousness.

 

 Though it fully contradict itself from the views of Buddhism we cannot rely solely on one thing to land up ending upon a simple believe but doesn't mean Buddhism lies upon my belief. Yes, Buddhism has a great impact on my ways of believers and perceptions. It concerns the truths improving my approvals to solely believe on the truths. However being a being human instead of human being all takes makes my unconsciousness arouse from the consciences consciousness. Flaming like a tank full fuel was poured upon it.  - exasperate

The tricks which were hidden underneath my heart, how much I try to curb it from blazing out from the spot it turns deaf ear to what I am trying to say: Grasping the affections backing itself from the love and compassion, Endeavoring to hold on one essence of transient, Flickering its stability from one poise to another devoid of being in a peaceful and calm manner. -attachments

Unrestricted from the restricted home whilst I allow her to roam, it has got no control over it's act of innocence. Becomes sluggish, twirling itself from the way of benevolence and generosity, engaging in the momentary pleasures. Could I ever get rid of from such mistrust of the thoughts as I know how it progress but never had it let me get through as well will not let unless I curb it to let myself pass through hatreds, aversions, attachments, covetousness and exasperates.

People's dreams were never answered in how they have felt...

It was when I haven't known how much I have grown up to meet the perfectionist and professionalism. 

         When I was eight I always dreamed of becoming an adult who will stand on her feet to serve her greedy stomach. I had a great dream full of hopes and desires which will never be fulfilled even if the greatest wish was be-quested for me to wish my wishes. My desires are seemed to be the one to encourage me to hold on the hopes of my life and the desires which never backs me from the place where it was caught in the secret of success. I loved to plan though I cannot implement effectively. 

                                                                                                  The years proceeded preceding my great hopes and dreams. It has reached a year when point knocked me to realize what I have dreamed for, the seventh and the eighth grade. Little perceptive then before I have sensed how dreams should walk over the desires and hopes. Not being less then a hopeful person and approaching the dreams fostered, the year 2003 and 2004 ended. With that popping dreams and hopes I was certainly a high school girl attending ninth and tenth grade, vision-less of how I should be reacting towards my hopes and dreams the year swift ed over swinging on its usual schedule. The following year I was in eleven much more innocent then before as I haven't qualified in a stream where I 'm interested in. Probably, ignoring the great parts and relying on the suspicion thoughts; the year passed. In 2008, I attended my twelfth grade with same ignorance.

Although it was said that plan less, do more: eat less, chew more, the fact doesn't substitute what I have been practicing for decades. Ever I realized of my dreams, hopes and desires it never seemed to be the glasses purely magnified for clear visionary alternatively it happens in the way how it should be happening without giving impression on how I have hoped for, desires and dreams. 

Still then luck favored me to study somewhere in a novelist profession of the world much perfection especially for a person like me so I always feel myself blessed with that perfect profession though society's view creeps our profession down. This story ends here with the perfect profession till 2012.

                              

Impermance means the slightest change from the im- permanent permanence

It was an accolade to my previous teacher who taught me the truth of suffering and value of knowing the emptiness…

“Impermanence”, the change which will never be stable when time approaches to takeover its stay in that corner of permanence. When healed over such word of truthfulness I personally bow myself to the truths raveled so far. Hearing the word change never makes us realize the already past changes still it built upon the mistrust of permanence relying myself deeply on the dependents. Actually it has reached a great time for me to understand the normality of living the life but I think I am not matured enough to meet those though my age reached to compete in those stages of changes. I am therefore sorry for myself for being tad a pole lethargic to learn those changes of stages in the right time when I should be learning.

               Whilst I say I should be learning in right time it doesn’t mean that I am out of the way to learn those facts of life or I am stagnant to seek the verity of life. Nonetheless I am walking the talks of that veracity along with cool breeze of pressures from the societal. The more you read the more you will learn is a saying, universally accepted quote, may be for me the actuality could be to see in our own self how they are true hitherto. Other great men also says that fools learn from oneself while wise learn from others this may be a right adage to those who have been learning from others mistakes but for me I am one of the victims of the foolish people who have been learning from the self made mistakes. Even though I learn from my mistakes I have never considered seriously those mistakes as a great mistake, rather thought those are the climbing ladder to meet the next livelihood life in more successful tactic. Here the impermanence rises, innocent changing into mature man to convene the acquaintance of real situations.

               Everybody raise their voice in letting others believe what one has to say, being egoist.  When recapitulating the impermanence of great idea all seems to be of no value except the emptiness which rules the impermanence. Being it a wise men or a folly foolish man tends to get over each others learning, step for step. At the end what counts are the stones of strong strength collected for the following tacit future. Future which is not yet raised deemed a birth of today. So what I have known was one should know that every dog has its own day as a main quote here. That day if you are foolish enough you will learn the way how I have learned and if you are wise enough you will learn the way how learned have learned.